When Life Gets Heavy, I Still Choose Faith

Hi friends,

I know it’s been a little while since I’ve posted.

To be completely honest and transparent, the past few months have been really hard.

The holidays always hit me deeply—but on top of that, I’ve been a full-time caregiver for my mom, who’s now battling Stage 4 Pancreatic Cancer.

It’s heartbreaking.
It’s exhausting.
It’s heavy in a way words can’t always explain.

Watching someone else I love fight this same cruel disease has taken a toll on me… and sometimes, it just gets the best of me. 😞

When I go quiet, it’s not because I’ve stopped caring.
It’s because I’m thinking. Processing. Praying.
Because that’s how my mind and my heart work.

Honestly, sometimes the only thing that gets me through is FAITH.

Without it, I’d be a mess 100% of the time—
Instead of just 75%.

Life is hard.
Grief makes it even harder.

What I’ve come to understand over these last 3 years is this:

It’s easy to choose faith in the good, easy seasons.
But I’ve learned that I need it so much more in the bad, hard, painful ones.

And even when I don’t feel strong—I still choose faith.
Because I know God is still with me.
Even here.

“I don’t always feel strong. But I always choose Faith.”